I feel downright dejected.

I promise to myself (or was it to Shi-chan too) that I would call Shi-pyon as soon as I got back home (I even saved her num[s] in my em-nok ::..mind you, I only memorize your house phone), but as soon as I reached home I got sick. Now here I am.... my nose can literally breath in and out air without any annoyance of feeling one-sided (if this random-nish make any sense), I can speak now without that irritating sore throat stop me, and my gum didn't make any excruciating pain (mom said it was because of the constant blowing your nose)...and my vit decided to make a break for it before I can finish the whole thing off.
So I guess I'll be seeing her next week, insyaallah.---->I'm not taking bout that insensible vitamin.

This friday I'll be going back ....err to where my dad is now... but that weekend we'll be having family-gath, so I've yet to see namy (goooooommmmeeeennnn >_<), but I think I'll try visiting her on friday or before I go back home.. I need to sleeeeeeepppppppppp~ ::.yawn..:: .

Ack, nee-san just got herself pre-hook
And yeah, I'm writing in mymultipleotherself mode or more like "mood"

Ack... one of my eyebrows fell.

I'm taking a "lunch-break".

At the moment I'm editting Pandora Hearts (now I'm somewhat intrigued by this manga, people at manga abyss keep asking for it's release haha)So I'd myself volunteered to help the Shonen sect. I'm actually part of Shoujo sect.
::..So please come visit Manga Abyss's forum, we have lots of genres and the people there are all nice cough..cough...somewhat..hyper..cough.. tee hee XD..::

Etto... what else (my back hurts and my eyes are at the point where you can see invisible dust at the corner of your eyes =____= uhhh...)

OMG!!!! It's 7 august!!! I've only one month till this my-chance-to-be-day-nyao-time is over!!!! ahhhrrraraara~

....hiatus (going out for a while).....

came back from jusco

.....hiatus.............................

came back from meeting with Fairu-nii's family~

oyasumi.

Kimi ga Hohoemu Nara (If You Smile)

The foreign lullabye you sing to yourself...
I thought I could hear
its sweet, heartbreaking melody.
Ah... Is it alright to rest?
No matter how much time passes,
the flame that burned the sky
continues endlessly.
Ah... Fighting against

A anguished prayer on behalf of all people
And then a worn-out, sad person

If you smile,
I can take any kind of pain;
even if this body perishes.
If you smile,
I'm sure my spirit will be resurrected,
because I was born
to protect your dreams.

I want to become much stronger.
I've wished for that.
I won't be driven off by weakness.
I won't be defeated by anyone.
Ah... I was revering myself
But when I met you,
for the first time, I realized
that no matter where you take my trust,
you take my love.
Ah... That's true strength.

You console and heal my frozen heart.
You're a gentle person, resembling the soft sunlight.

If you smile
I'd do anything for that.
Even if I live the kind of life that's only pain
If you smile
I'd overcome a thousand nights.
I promise that, until your dreams are realized,
I will not be defeated.

The foreign lullabye you sing to yourself...
After having waited for so long,
the morning sun rises.
Is it alright to rest now?

Tomite and Hikitsu's Character Vocal
Performed by Hiyama Nobuyuki and Iwanaga Tetsuya

Gahh!

I don't know why I even bother to start this blog stuff when I'm not even a... revealing person (if such term even exist) ::...there's a lot "even" going on..::

Anyway, just came back from morning class.. We had our mid-term exam 3 days ago(IMTIHAN!!!) nyeeeee~, the exam was 2 hours duration and I finished it within half an hour ngehehehehehehehehhehe~...

We (Nul-tan and my cousin and her friends) went to an anime convention a couple of days... it was... pathetic really... Although, it was fun (on the average scale). You can count the number of booths were there with your hand. The cosplay... I thought they were disturbing aha!... But the doujinshi booth was rather cute, I got to have a drawing of chibi-SuJu!!! (afyummmmmm... I can't wait for they to announce the date of their Asia Tour!)

And then, yesterday we (Nul-rurin and my parent) went to pc convention (WICT)--if I'm not mistaken the title... Anyway, my main scheme was to go to kino kekekeke, I bought the Shinkuro vol 10 the original version

It's in jap, so I bought this bacause I want to learn how to read kataana and hiiragana...

Hibernation!!!!!!!!!

The title said it all!! ufufufufufuf The inevitable biological clock! kekekekeke.... cough....

It's the 2nd day of my final break which means 23 days to go till short term begins poking me -more like stabbing me- with "MORNING CLASS". Yes, the unavoidable doom that most student face....:huge sigh:.. Ma! if I'm lucky I might get a pleasant looking lecturer kekekeke

Speaking of which... I'm currently watching WaT and realized something. These people, I mean they are what you would called a... people who have beauty as their asset . But I think what really that made people attracted to them is basically their optimistic.. guts. They have the talent to do anything silly or mortify to some of us and actually turning it into an enjoyment. And they'd turn tv hosts' judgmental comment into an innocent amusement. So I understand a bit why some celeb could portrayed a good role model and why some fans choose them. Not just physical image but the most important is positiveness. This world is already too cynical, and i guess these people from time to time remind us of the strength to smile.

Bah! That have been said. Mum went out, saying something about having breakfast with her friend, but it's almost lunch time, I haven't taken my bath, make the bed, clean my room or even eaten yet- what a "productive" life I have (quo: my centralize sister heh) ... yup, nothing unusual about this morning. And here I was planning on finishing my oneshot, and maybe reading some biography on famous artists and working on with my creative skill... Yosh! Gambaru! Fighting that leech lazion creature off you!

for WaT fans----> bokura no ibasho manga

My old stuff

I will give You my first love~

Rumagging through Azu-chan deviantart made me reminisced on how I was once really in love with drawing and creating my own kingdom... (and I still am in love with drawings, but the joys I was feeling is diminishing)... well it's not really diminishing,rather it's disappearing... I still remember vividly how an -call it whatever you like- inspiration hit me...
I'm not sure how to put it... it feels like you're in an ethereal forest, the smells of fresh morning trees, the voices of the forest maze,
or looking up at the bluest bright sky when standing on a freelance pirate's ship, going on a voyage in 17's or 19's century, the sound of seagulls and the song of the seawaves...vague but certain... The feeling of searching but without a track...

I've lived in fantasies, it gave me a sense of living and.... longing. It satisfied me but at the same time made me want more. It's like when I'm being greedy when reading a certain book or gazing at an art, trying to remember all the lines, textures, colours, emotions... They telling me their story...How I wish to go back to those time.

Here, I speak my oath, someday when I finally blessed with the return of my solitary, I'll tell my story through arts.

1,2,3....

Just finish washing my hair~~ hehehe. Thank God I didnt bump into those friends of mine who are cultivating the room of 136,137,139,140. They will act surprise and tease me about showering for the 2nd time of the day..hmmph!

Anyway, today I feel like it has been strectched longer than usual. I was sure that on btq class my group wont be presenting the last topic yet. It was kimi's group who presented the second last topic for today class. So I told t-qah, if there were a possiblity that our group would atleast present the first sub-topic, I'll buy some time by asking a lot of questions and make an expression "I'm too slow to understand and need further examples" during the q&a session. I didnt expect that most of us are seizing the answers to everyone questions. It was funny! when kimi n his members gave the look "ask one more and you're dead!" and everyone ignored the look and kept on asking questions (it was amusing). Eventually my first prediction was right, our group were never in danger of presenting to begin with heh.