Aitai...

Ne...

Ima wa.... anata wa nani shiterun'da?
Ima wa.... nanika wo kimochi darou?

Ne...
Why do you seem to know me but, not fully understand me?

Sore demo, I'm thankful for that...
because that way, I can see your kindness.

...I rely on you too much...

Ne, shiteru?
The first time we're fated to know each other,
I used you.
Even so, you insisted on seeing me as a victim.
why is that?

Back then, I wasn't particularly naive
I was just afraid.
I got the chance and I wanted to use it to beat my past!

Somehow, you managed to climb over the hidden wall I disguised myself from...

The reason how we are now is actually because of you
You have been patient with me the whole way
You continue to accept me until I learn to trust you back

So, it's not that I care for you because you do for me.

Ne...
Shiteru?
You pull me from an addictive friendship to a rare one
But I still protect those memories

Ne...

Mou dame.
ningen sonzai wa mendoukusai...

sou janai kute.

massugu aisuru yuuki o hoshi daiyou ne...
minna-tachi mo kitto...

Hoshi ni jiyuu da.

Winter Sleep

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

Olivia inspi' Reira (Trapnest)